Thursday, 19 October 2017

Vulnerable



It's that time of the year again, feeling extremely vulnerable and everything seems to trigger my emotions easily. 

This is when I came to realise the world stopped caring.

Everyone has their own things, their own commitments, their own schedules. The friend I thought cared the most seemed just so distant now. Plans after plans, I guess bailing on somebody is really a thing now. With the question answered with another question, what do you do when the person you approach when something goes wrong just stops caring? 

Exactly, the world feels like it stops spinning. 

I want to be left alone but a part of me doesn't want to be if that makes sense. That's where the contradictions begin.

The walls are crashing down on me, I'm reaching out for help and all I see is just people turning away or against me.

I wouldn't mind leaving the world, and never coming back. I really wouldn't, since everyone doesn't give a damn shit about everyone anyways. 

So, tell me, am I being overly emotional or am I just brave enough to deal with my own shit when everyone just seems to runaway from it?





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  1. Unknown19 October 2017 at 08:59

    First of all, babe, don’t think so much, if you think we’re distanced, why not you appear out of no where in front of my house instead of you asking me when am I free to go out with you, I do care for you, but when I’m joking, you took it so seriously, as you were joking, I took it so seriously, we need to find a way to fix that, I generally do care for you, if you start being yourself and love who you are, talk and ask me questions like how we are suppose to be, then I let you bring me out often, but idk man, idk what’s on your mind, it’s like, Idk who you are already, and I miss my Jason okay... 💙

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    1. Jason Stewart Low19 October 2017 at 09:04

      I guess I've changed a lot, but thanks for always being there for me no matter what. I don't joke with you much, cause I know you will take It seriously!

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  2. Unknown19 October 2017 at 09:10

    Better don’t! Because with you, I’ll not joke around as you can be hard to deal with after I made you mad, don’t waste on quantity but quality okay?

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