Emptiness

I woke up every morning with a sense of emptiness. I can't help but keep scrolling and checking your profile on Instagram and any other places that have information bout you. I can't help but tears keep streaming down my face every time I look at your photos. I can't help but keep thinking bout the memories we once had together.

So, what happened?

A week ago I saw you officially together with another person. My heart stopped and I couldn't breathe, I was devastated. You promised me that you would not be in a relationship anytime soon but look where did your promises get you to. The things you said to me just didn't seem to add up. I can't help but to think is it really my fault, is it because of my incompetence that has driven you away? 

When I am alone, I will rewind all the things you said over and over again. You told me you wanted to stay low profile, I did what I could to make you happy, I remain hidden in your life. I did the best that I could to not interfere your social life. You told me you would tell anyone that you were single, so what was the point of being together? Is that your definition of low profile? 

I spent most of the nights thinking bout you. I couldn't help myself but to text you how much I missed you. Yet, you seen my text. 

Sometimes I wonder, is it because of him, you left me?