School has been deliberately dreadful. I had survived 3 weeks of exams, I am finally done with everything right now. As I grew older, I have come to realize how easy my life was back then. I seriously hate myself for not cherishing the time I had. All the preparations for exams are killing the hell out of me, K.O. When you have a shitty day, you would not be surprised how shittier your day would have turned out. I’m sick of it. Really tiring to be holding up to be a tough man. Sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put us directly on a path to wonderful things that will ever happen to us.
I am so relieved that I can get to enjoy my holidays, like finally. It had been five days since my holidays had started. My depressive feeling has ebbed away which I feel refreshing and my mind is clear. During this three months of holidays, I need to achieve my goals. Deep down in my heart, I know how hard it will be to achieve this goal. I can’t put my thoughts into word but I have a rough idea of what I want next year. I am glad that next year, 2015 will be my last year in high school. Time had passed in a blink of an eye, it was just like yesterday when I first stepped my foot in high school. I am proud of myself that I have finally made it, I bet I will cry during graduation day. Thinking about my future, I am afraid yet feeling anticipated about the things I can do in future. I can't wait to start driving, I am so so so looking forward to my birthday next year.
My goal is my driving force to propel forward. To be able to get something I’ve always wanted has never ceased to fail, but this time I won’t let it happen again. My history is about to change. If I put my faith on it, I believe it will change for my benefits.
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